I've lost all senses on my body.
Been pinching my self black and blue but nothing's happening.
Looks like this is one nightmare I'm not waking up from soon.
The choice has been made, it's the matter of living with it, not just for the day but for a real long time.
Realizing that you've bitten more than you can chew changes nothing.
Live with it! No regret.
I know I have to, even though it wasn't my choice.