beginning of the end?

all that you had to say,

was to remind me 

of our differences

mock me,

for my believe

taunt me,

for being less

than your ideal

suddenly,

who I have always been 

sickens you, 

repulsive to your eyes,

I am your enemy

but thank you,

I am touched,

that you did all this

on my day

for now,

I can always remember

how friendship

turns to hostility,

over something

that we agreed

will never

come between us

you've made my day

extra special,

for that

I am totally indebted,

thank you

for teaching me,

that sometimes

you can't have it all

and truly,

I am glad,

I don't belong to you,

eternally.

greentea frappe, all on my own

i asked them to make it as bitter as life

that no amount of cream shall mask the truth

Love we deserve

Sam: Why do I and everyone I love pick people who treat us like we're nothing?

Charlie: We accept the love we think we deserve.

~The Perks of Being a Wallflower~

Battle of the heart and head

I accept

where I stand

in the

grand scheme of life.

I won't ask for more, 

but my heart tells me

not to accept anything less.

My head

        and

            my heart

                     battle on.

not ever

I

 don't

       want

            to lose

                    you,

 not yet,

 not ever...

Wishing you nothing but the best

What you don't know won't hurt you, he said.

Knowing only half of the story and the graveness of the possibilities is like having tiny knives slicing through your soul, gentle but truly painful, that much I know.

But at the end of it all, you know where my heart lies. I wish you nothing but the best.

Treat them like you don't have them yet

...because that unconditional love may someday earns it's expiry date...

I shall already have forgotten you

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

-Pablo Neruda-