Thursday, February 27, 2014

beginning of the end?

all that you had to say,
was to remind me 
of our differences
mock me,
for my believe
taunt me,
for being less
than your ideal

who I have always been 
sickens you, 
repulsive to your eyes,
I am your enemy

but thank you,
I am touched,
that you did all this
on my day

for now,
I can always remember
how friendship
turns to hostility,
over something
that we agreed
will never
come between us

you've made my day
extra special,
for that
I am totally indebted,

thank you
for teaching me,
that sometimes
you can't have it all

and truly,
I am glad,
I don't belong to you,

Friday, February 14, 2014

greentea frappe, all on my own

i asked them to make it as bitter as life
that no amount of cream shall mask the truth

Monday, February 10, 2014

Love we deserve

Sam: Why do I and everyone I love pick people who treat us like we're nothing?

Charlie: We accept the love we think we deserve.

~The Perks of Being a Wallflower~

Friday, February 07, 2014

Battle of the heart and head

I accept
where I stand
in the
grand scheme of life.

I won't ask for more, 
but my heart tells me
not to accept anything less.

My head
            my heart
                     battle on.

Thursday, February 06, 2014

not ever

            to lose

 not yet,
 not ever...

Wishing you nothing but the best

What you don't know won't hurt you, he said.

Knowing only half of the story and the graveness of the possibilities is like having tiny knives slicing through your soul, gentle but truly painful, that much I know.

But at the end of it all, you know where my heart lies. I wish you nothing but the best.

Monday, February 03, 2014

Sunday, February 02, 2014

I shall already have forgotten you

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

-Pablo Neruda-