Growing Pain

You stupid silly girl!

After all this is over, we are going to have a talk, and i am going to tell you what I told myself two decades ago, the world does not revolve around you or your existence. With or without you the the sun will still shine tomorrow. So little girl, you have a long long life ahead of you, happiness and heartache will be part of parcel of it all. Nothing and no one is worth making you feel that you don't have friends and family who love you enough to stand by you.

We love you very much. What matters now is that you are alright.

p/s: I promise the lectures will come later.

Set Free

You don't need her anymore
No more sad stories to share
Your soul tortured no more

She set you free a long time ago
Yet you kept coming back

Asking for a bit of love
Craving for her attention
Begging for her shoulder to cry on

Never once she turns you away
It doesn't matter you weren't there
During her darkest hour

Again, today she sets you free
From your bond of friendship
From your promise of eternal love
From your pact of renewal

She feels no guilt
That you are not
Important to her
As you once did

She's setting herself free too

My other father

A chance meeting is always wonderful, and today I got to meet one of my favorite person in the world, my 'other' father

Having been there all through out my childhood and most parts of my adult live, he's one of those who always believed in me, foreseeing me doing things that I never thought I'd do. I remember how happy he was when he discovered what I've been up to lately.

I am sorry I have been a shabby daughter to you, not visiting as often as I should, and all those times I let my stubbornness get between us.

Hope I make you proud Ammi Pakeer. The little gal that used to ride at the back of your bicycle is finally grown up.

our souls belong in poetry, our faces in artistic shots

You and I, we are the same, our souls belong in poetry, our faces in artistic shots.

You just made me smile which in turn is growing into a grin. People must be wandering what has tickled my fancy. Who has amused this lonesome soul who has not taken her eyes off her books in hours, or said a word to anyone. I wander what stories they are concocting in that minds of theirs. Just hope that they have a tiny bit of imagination.

You were born at just the right moment,old souls like us can’t be part of the age and history that we love so much.

As we create our own memories, we learn from the past, knowing how things should be done.

We are a nation of bullies

 We are a nation of bullies and religion; race and politic has nothing do with it. We bully people everywhere, it's becoming a national past time. We even bully people while discussing about bullies.

With pride we are competing to show the ugly side of us that used to be shamefully well hidden.

Orang tak aibkan kita, kita yang berpusu pusu nak tunjuk aib kita.